I had a weird experience last night. Some backstory- i went out with a guy, we broke up, we got back together in secret, he left, it broke my heart. We had not spoke in 2 years, but were forced together at social occasions since Im best friends with his sister. Every time I saw him he was very rude or cold towards me. i was angry with him for such a long time, I cannot even describe.... perhaps Scorpio Pluto opposite Venus in Taurus sums it up?

I could not comprehend why somebody could just be so selfish towards another human being, but somebody summed it up for me a few months ago.

"The only way he can deal with the things he does is to cut off his emotions completely....he's so emotionally immature he cant do anything else. Its his own way of dealing with insecurities." Then I understood. (For the record, he's got a lot of mutable stuff going on in his chart.)

 After the countdown last night, I stood outside, when he came outside too. I was looking at the moon, and thought about what Elsa was saying about the partial Lunar eclipse any what it meant. But rather than things being intensely awkward, the atmosphere between us was surprisingly comfortable. i explained to him what a blue moon was. He said that was interesting. He said he liked my shoes. He made a joke about something. I laughed. He asked if I'd wait with him to check if the taxi had arrived, and i said I would. 

And that was it really. I realised i wasn't angry with him anymore, I had let it go.  The anger was hurting me more than anything. I felt like a weight had been lifted. And, like Elsa said, the realisation was very subtle. It feels like something had ended, but not necessarily the end of the relationship itself. I feel quite happy to let whatever happen to happen.

i didn't really know who to share this story with, but i felt like you lot would be most appropriate. if you are still reading it, I hope it made you happy, or you were at least mildly interested.

=) I am happy.

(I'm Cap rising with a Sun-Neptune-Moon cardinal T-Square, so i guess this is why it the recent transits affected me so much. )

Hi Silentjenny, same thing happened to me last year at the Triple Conjunction in May. All the anger I had been carrying toward my ex just disappeared. Life is amazing isn't it?!

SilentJenny, what a nice story. Thanks for sharing it.

Same thing happened to me!  The crazy tension filled silence of more than two months between me and a man was broken yesterday.  The relief is huge!

Glad to hear of your breakthrough!  It must be nice to feel peaceful about something that was causing you so much grief.  Good for you....

(((silentjenny))) Pure awesome, baby.  Good job!

super!

Barb, where did the lunar eclipse hit your chart?

Hi Tot

The eclipse hit my 5th - 11th axis, and trined my Venus and my Pluto.

It was conjunct my Decendant, and now that I look at my chart, it also trined my natal pluto and sextiled Venus.

Thank you for the kind words everybody. =) I am pretty new here, and this you are the nicest bunch of people...there's a real sense of community that I haven't found on other astrology boards.