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I feel....

and 

I think....

I feel like I need a change, especially starting from the inside.  There are many things about my mentality that are gonna be the death of me.  I'm ready to learn how to be happy long term.

I think NOW is the time to start.

I feel...  everyone's suffering right now because my heart feels very tender.

I think...  that's a gift you get when you are having grief.

I feel like a new chapter is about to begin in my life - there is that pregnant pause going on right now.

I think I am ready for it. (praying that it is so!)

I feel excited but uncertain about the gazillion paths I see before me, but grateful I have choices.  In the past year, I've been forced to let go of personal and professional relationships, and ways of being, that don't fit anymore, and looking back I'm amazed that the only thing that seemed to sustain me was faith, even though I wouldn't have labeled it as such while it was happening.

The most painful but liberating thing about the demise of my relationship with my ex was acknowledging the various and sundry ways I hid who I was to get my needs met and avoid abandonment.  It happened anyway.   I looked into the darkness, didn't like what I saw, felt repulsive for a year, and miracle of miracles, am now feeling glimmers of forgiveness, not just for him, but really, for me.

I think it's time to love again.   And paint, and write, and play the piano, and throw a few parties.   Again.  I think these are the final days-monhts- a year? with my ailing father, and I will infuse them with as much joy and compassion and gratitude as I can.  I think I will do things with the new friends that have cropped up in recent months.  I think I will get that dog that I saw at the pound the other day.  I think life is the strangest combination of letting go and flying high.  I think I will roar when I'm mad,  and sing when I'm happy.   I think I am more honest about who I am than I have ever been in my entire life, and I am ready to stop hiding my core.

I feel like I've just grown up a little bit, just recently, and I think that's what Saturn's transit over my Moon is going to be about.  At least now I know. 

i feel the ghost in my friend's apartment. i have been looking after his cats while he is on holidays. several weeks before he went away he had a nervous breakdown. i washed his dishes and cleaned his counter and wondered where 'filth' is in the horoscope. he is vacationing the exact spot where my recent partner and i had planned on going.

i know that if i clean my own apartment i will feel better, too. 

I feel frustrated about low level ongoing chronic pain issues.  They sap my strength and make me feel lazy and sluggish. 

I think something needs to give and I'm not sure how to make it happen.  

I feel scared

I think... can't answer this one for some reason

I feel very fragile emotionally right now....but, angry....feeling alot of anger welling up (must be a Uranus tide I am going through).  I want to be able to direct it and I am being very watchful of it...conscious of it and I want to be smart enough to use it in a way that is going to get me ahead (not manipulative or ego driven) but spiritually and into an emotionally strong, secure place within myself.  

I think I can do this with allowing myself time and learning to ride this tide....just ride it out...keeping steady on my feet as I go. 

I feel stale.

I think i have unrealistic expections about what would make me happy.

I feel free and safe for the first time in five years.

I think that my life is going to work out better than I had thought all my life.

I feel ok about myself :)

I think I finally have the strength/courage to push through the challenges in my career at this point. 

I feel very out of my element right now. I think I need a change.

I feel like my parents are being very difficult right now and that's why I'm feeling so rebellious also.

I think it's because of my Uranus transit to my Pisces Ascendant. The first house, the self!

I also think I will pass my classes at my university this fall semester!

Oh, and denamaria, I agree 100%! I feel very angry right now so that's why I'm rebelling.

I feel inadequate, incompetent, unattractive and unlovable.

I think I probably think too much.

(((becca)))

i feel like a coward

i think i'm afraid of losing what i have.

i feel like a snake in the grass and i think pluto in retro over my 5th house has got something to do with that. i also think that going to school in september will direct my energies toward a more positive and constructive place.

alphaxys, I feel 100% just like you about school. It's been a slow summer for me.

{{{{{{{ !Becca! }}}}}}}

Get out of THAT headspace girl!  Sounds as if you might have had faulty programming as a child or younger person??  PLEASE - if that's the case, what happens when you don't own someone else's pain that they projected onto you???  Can you give yourself permission to put that stuff aside?

I feel torn and frustrated, but am slowly learning to "trust", have patience, and recognize that all patterns do NOT repeat. That sometimes they are OVER. (Oddly, this takes some getting used to!)

I think laughter is the most awesome medicine.

I feel like surrendering while on the verge of something big, but I think so much that I become pessimistic.

I feel like I am decomposing and disintegrating

and I think I better get it together and clean my house and take care of my biz. 

I feel anxious and uncertain.

I think I'm doing okay, though.

I feel like something huge is about to happen.  It's going to come sooner than I think, and I don't want to be ill prepared.

On reflection, I think I probably ought to go back to therapy.  But I can't afford it right now.

Thanks to kashmiri and DreamsAreality for the virtual hugs.

i can't afford therapy either and god knows i need it!!

edit:

i think i need therapy. i feel i can't afford it. OR i feel i need therapy. i think i can't afford it..? 

I feel like something strange is happening inside my body.

I think its the greatest thing ever.

notatirem when you due? or is that too private to answer here?

April, most likely an Aries baby. Both my grandmothers were Aries. 

coooooool

i'm glad it's going well for you.

Congratulations!! Notatirem....so happy for you!

On another note, I have been contemplating therapy also, but hate the thought of dredging stuff back up again....argh....want to move away from the past....onward towards the future!

Becca...hopefully this eclipse will bring some sparkle back....hugs,  

denamaria i soooooo get that re: the past

"not this old crap again"...hoooo boy 

You know a cost effective alternative to therapy... call your Scorpio.  You know you've got at least one. 

i just spent the day with my two scorpio moon gal-pals down on the banks of a river with a few stellas, and it was good!

Hey notatirem, congratulations!

For more affordable therapy (I've been researching for myself) Just wanted to remind you that community mental health centers and nonprofits are available for that. I googled one for my area, and I received a couple of places where interns and even certified psychologists practice for a sliding rate, whatever that is--I'm still looking into it. But yeah, google "low cost therapy" or "mental health community center" for your area and you will find stuff. And also consider group therapy or support groups--it works around here!

thanks for the suggestion sonah,it is definitely worth a shot.

I feel stuck.  Hopeless, tired of being bored and boring, having no plans for the future, having no happiness or prospect of happiness on at least a weekly basis.  I feel abandoned and unloved and repulsive.  I feel misunderstood, grossly and flagrantly misunderstood.  I feel like I shouldn't be feeling these things, that they're untrue, but that's a wheel that makes me feel even worse about myself.

I think it's not quite as bad as I'm making it out to be.  I think there's likely an end to the tunnel, a silver lining, whatever you want to call it.  I think starting my belly-dance classes next week will help, and I think calling my therapist today was a good idea.  I think I'm going to follow through with packing up all of the shite I took from my (love's was the first word that came to mind) old apartment and drop it on my ex's door, because I don't want it but I can't give it to charity, either, so let him deal with it.  I don't want it around and I don't want to carry it with me when I eventually move again.  I think I need something, and I wish I knew what it was.