Clearly its a fight to the finish with my mother.  I finally see what was the problem all along. You guys don't know half the story. It was brutal. My mother was never able to emotionally connect with me. In truth, it's very hard for her to connect spiritually or emotionally with anyone that is differenct from her. Do you know what it was like to be ignored as a child by your own mother? Sometimes it was days of silence with not even looking at me. I was just a little child and didn't understand. I go back in forth. Sometimes I want to forgive. Then sometimes I try to rationalize. Then sometimes I talk myself into thinking it wasn't that bad. But it was. It was bad. It was very bad.

cosmickisses2u,

I think this situation lies out of astrology. Just my opinion.

I think she has insecurities you don't understand or that she's afraid to talk about! Or maybe she's just too stubborn to open her mind (I'm not criticizing your mother, but my tone and intention is very objective).

Some people are born more open. Some were born very close-minded. And some are somewhere inbetween.

I guess you have to figure out your own way to get out of some situations.

Good luck, from another Sagittarius!

Yes I agree. This is way bigger than Astrology. I'm OK with it. Today for a little while, I was having a  "PITTY POTTY" moment, feeling a litte sorry for myself. But I'm doing better now having spoken with a close relative about the matter. Sometimes just getting things off your chest helps. I'm getting ready now to go out to dinner and I plan on having a really good time. You know us Saggies, nothing can keep us down being the eternal optimist and all.

Thanks