Hi everyone,

 I have been reading all about the Saturn Return and was wondering if someone would please take a look at my chart. I have been going through a lot this past year, ending a relationship, moving out, anxiety, etc. Now I have other pressing questions about my job, purpose in life, what is meaningful, love relationships and feelings (or lack of - and trying to decide whether I should stay and work on it or let it go). 

I have also found reading about the Cancer North Node to be helpful - trying to see things from a different, softer perspective. Actually started to feel like I am really riding the moon waves and resonating with soft blue aqua colors. Its kind of catching me off guard, in a pleasant way. 

Also I am wondering if it is possible to have an early Saturn Return.

Thank you to you all whoever takes a look at the chart! 

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This should work! :) 

You've got a little bit of time before your saturn return, it's good to be thinking about it early for sure...

You should check out Elsa's demystifying the Saturn return--it's an awesome video series-- http://www.elsaelsa.com/archives/2009/10/06/1-minute-astrology-demystifying-the-saturn-return/

She goes through the Saturn cycle too (1st square, opposition, 2nd square to return), which is really useful to see it in that way, makes it much more complete and easy to understand.  

Also, look at the natal aspects of your Saturn--remember that when he returns, he'll be activating those and of course the natal house he is in is important too.

Relationships are going to be huge with Saturn in Libra and when he moves to your descendant and 7th house, even more so personally for you.

When Pluto transited conjunct my natal Neptune, I remember going through similar deep, philosophical, life changing questions. I think you're developing your personal, spiritual, emotional perspectives right now, and all that questioning is important. My advice is to keep at it, find yourself (as cliche as that sounds). That transit may be almost over, but then Saturn will move to your relationships and will ask you to grow even more. 

I hope that makes sense, or is helpful in some way. I'm a bit jumbled today. (admittedly, I'm pretty jumbled most of the time with the Neptune fog machine transiting my Mercury)  

It makes sense to find myself..and Ive watched all of her videos on SR. I guess I will continue researching this as it is SO :) fascinating.

As for relationships, I am already finding I have to make changes/grow. I dont understand the natal house or what that means. My Saturn is in Scorpio - and I read that it means basically a lot of depth of searching, feelings, etc. And this is the very thing I feel I lack - emotional expression. I dont know.

Thank you so much for looking at the chart..I will follow up on your suggestions! :) 

Hey wandering--by natal house I meant the house saturn is located in your natal chart--the 7th (relationships). :)