I miss creative writing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss rolickling storytelling full of swearing aka my real thoughts on things! :)

That reminds me-- I love cursing. Not doing it, except for with a very select group of people, but hearing it from the mouths of really good storytellers. It really adds substance and style. I have a Gem friend who is a master of entertaining vulgarity.

my money!

I miss being able to have a drink without feeling like death the next day.

i miss feeling like i'm good at communicating...

Me too Goddess.  I miss being able to express an opinion without rewriting it twelve times and then just deleting it.

I miss being young.

And hot.

"I miss being able to express an opinion without rewriting it twelve times and then just deleting it."

Say!  I should be this smart myself. I publish then pay the price. ::smirks and rolls eyes::

"I miss being able to express an opinion without rewriting it twelve times and then just deleting it."

 This is a Saturn in Virgo thing? Because I have been doing this a lot more in the last two years... interesting.

 I miss having free time...

 But other than that, I don't think I miss anything... I think for once, as difficult as it is, life is progressing for me ;)

Sex. Saturn took all the men away.

Sloppy slooshy optimism.   I like to get silly and Saturn won't let me go there.

This is what I wrote a couple of months ago on Saturn in Virgo (major saturn transits) in a low mood:

I am really struggling at the moment. My health has taken another dive, and I just can't believe it. I feel I have the 'right' to start feeling better - I am approaching the year and a half mark for god's sake. And it's true, I am a little bit better. But it's so slow, and I miss having a life so much. I miss meeting my friends, I miss going to work, I miss making love and going out with B, I miss going on trips, I miss being able to travel without problems, I miss feeling comfortable in my own skin, I miss feeling happy, I miss being able to read without problems, think without problems, sleep without problems, I miss not having to plan every bloody minute of the day to ensure I get enough rest and nutrition and am not overloaded, I miss wearing high heels, I miss feeling young, I miss my bubbly energy, I miss enjoying a drink. I don't know where it all has gone, but I am so intensely sad and troubled. And I know the 'why me?' question is to be avoided at all times, but yes I am feeling sorry for myself. I do not like the state I am in.

That pretty much much sums up saturn in virgo for me. It has also had an enormous maturing effect, big life lessons. But no fun. No fun.

gosh, ambidee! i'm sorry to hear it's been such a struggle for you. here's hoping for more fun coming up.

i am also missing cussing a BUNCH. i like to cuss like a drunken sailor on shore leave but have been totally scaling back as my personal and professional life continue to further intersect.

Second round of Saturn in Virgo has me cleaning my soul. Eliminating people from my personal world is hard work. I don't miss them but I wish they would behave so I didn't have to push so hard to make them leave me alone. What a task! Otherwise I'm grateful for the good sense to listen to Saturn this time around. Should have cleaned up years ago so I wouldn't have to deal with it now. Keeping the wrong people in my life did nothing for the greater good.. SHeesh! I'm no longer shockable.

I miss working in my restaurants. Today I was at Denny's watching the place operate so well. The employees were actually working!!! I had an urge to get up and start serving people. It was unusual to see people working efficiently. America's work force must be healing itself of laziness. Maybe Saturn in Virgo will inspire America to get its work ethics back. At the very least, perhaps we can get the coffee we order from the drive thru exactly the way we order it?  I miss getting what I pay for from young people who don't have 12 face piercings and 20 tattoos. I hope Saturn cleans it up! What ever happened to "CLASS?" I miss that too.

I miss FREE SPEECH!!!!

I miss money. I hope when Saturn moves into my 10th House I'll get some.

having a job I enjoyed

typing well

health

doing a good job

having a plan

I miss my car.  The clutch went out when Saturn went Virgo severly limiting my freedom of movement radius, but I didn't have the time, money or (get this) the interest to fix it.  I've been riding my bike every-freakin-where just like every Virgo in town was already doing.  I'm not kidding, I see more Virgo friends when I'm biking than any other sign and they all have some kind of maintenance-intensive feather-weight streamlined fixed-gear bike that they love to obsess over.  One of my Virgo pals even dons a Beijing-chic surgeons mask when riding to reduce the amount of car exhaust he inhales. Its so delightfully Virgo-y.

I miss . . .stimulating conversation.  Having a companion that you could talk about anything under the sun with.  My ex was an insecure asshole but his Libra Sun made him intellectually curious; he would spend hours researching some quirky thing, then share what he learned because he knew I'd enjoy it.  I miss that, but I don't miss him!

I also miss . . .having fun.  You know, just plain old silly fun that makes you laugh just because you're having fun.  Seems like everyone around me is so serious, struggling to survive, and there's a lot of pain in their lives so you can't really joke around and be silly, you know?  They're having a hard time and need support, not distraction.  But me?  "Ohhhhh, girls just wanna have FU-UN!"

peppermint, i think when people are struggling it's more important than ever to laugh. keeps you sane.

Yeah, me too, goddess, so I tried it a few times with some folks who were not in the mood, got the baleful glare so I just waited until I was alone and made myself laugh checking out funny political cartoons and you tube vids.

Started re-reading Carl Hiasson, too, starting with 'Sick Puppy.'  Man that guy is crazy, always cracks me up. 

I'll just play by myself until a Huckleberry shows up I guess!

Laughter is the best balm. I love to laugh! Sometimes I have to make myself laugh. I guess Leo rising thinks its funny.  

I miss having the motivation to write anything.

I miss being worry-free. 

I miss laughing too!

Saturns in Virgo and I miss my SANITY!!!!

I miss a partner