I have only recently learnt of Saturn Return, although I have always had a keen interest in astrology and spirituality, I have never gone into depth in regards to astrology, and I realise now there is so much I must still learn. 

Since about December I have had a growing uneasy feeling, and it's especially making me reassess my life and more particularly the relationships I have, including my marriage. I feel very insecure and down lately and just not sure I have made the right decisions up to now. I married very young at 24 and my husband is 10 years older than me, we have had quite a couple of rough patches, and a couple of times I have wanted to leave but never had the heart as I am a loyal person but perhaps the fear of the unknown was holding me back, but I am starting to feel I am hanging on for all the wrong reasons. We don't have any kids as I am infertile which adds even more pressure on our relationship. 

I will be 29 in June and this is really hitting me hard. Have never felt like this before, am just about ready to jump off that cliff ... okay maybe that's taking it a bit far :) But I am really running on empty and I just don't know where to turn to anymore. I don't know if what I am feeling is my intuition, or what I must do to get back on track. 

Can anyone please give me advice on how to weather this storm, is it my saturn return or am I just losing the plot :) Would really appreciate it, would love to have a full reading of chart done professionally down the track, but just don't have the financial resources right now although I will definitely be doing one as soon as I can. 

Here is a link to my chart if it would help, my Saturn seems to be in Libra and 7th House. 

http://interactive.0800-horoscope.com/cgi-bin/astro/natal0800?name=Des&sex=f&d1day=6&d1month=6&d1year=1983&d1hour=2&d1min=0&citylist=Klerksdorp%2C+South+Africa&lang=en#.TzLRHVz9PQh

Much Love, 

Des 

Welcome, Des:)

 I tried to post your chart but for some reason it didn't post. Perhaps someone can come along and post it?

Welcome, Des. I did a series of videos on the Saturn return. They start here:

http://www.elsaelsa.com/astrology/2009/10/06/1-minute-astrology-demystifying-the-saturn-return/

Click to the next vid at the bottom of each.. :)

Good luck!

Thanks Kashmiri! Just realised now I am so wrapped up in my own mind, didn't even properly introduce myself :) So here goes, I am a Gemini Gal, living in South Africa, love it here ... Sunny and bright ... full of opportunity and wonderful people from all walks of life, a true rainbow nation. Looking forward to getting to know everyone on the Forum :)

Thanks Elsa that's awesome, going to have a look at them now! Much appreciated!

Your Planets & Houses Zodiac in degrees 0.00 Placidus Orb:0

Sun Gemini 14.45 Ascendant Aries 9.22

Moon Aries 8.54 II Taurus 8.01

Mercury Taurus 21.13 III Gemini 8.24

Venus Cancer 29.45 IV Cancer 9.39

Mars Gemini 14.06 V Leo 11.03

Jupiter Sagittarius 4.55 R VI Virgo 11.30

Saturn Libra 28.15 R VII Libra 9.22

Uranus Sagittarius 6.47 R VIII Scorpio 8.01

Neptune Sagittarius 28.14 R IX Sagittarius 8.24

Pluto Libra 26.59 R Midheaven Capricorn 9.39

Lilith Aquarius 8.58 XI Aquarius 11.03

Asc node Gemini 24.59 XII Pisces 11.30

Planets in the houses

Sun in III

Moon in XII

Mercury in II

Venus in IV

Mars in III

Jupiter in VIII

Saturn in VII

Uranus in VIII

Neptune in IX

Pluto in VII

Lilith in Midheaven

Asc node in III

Hi!:)

Going by what you've written, I'm not sure what you mean by 'ASC node.' If your Gemini Sun is in your 3rd House, your ASC would be Pisces or Aries, am I right?

Also, your Aries Moon is currently square Pluto in Capricorn; I think this is playing a role in your emotional upheaval as much as dealing with issues of your Saturn Return.

You can read some folks' stories here:

http://boards.elsaelsa.com/topic/pluto-transits-to-the-natal-moon

http://boards.elsaelsa.com/topic/pluto-moon-transits-not-all-bad