I enjoy getting to know the people on the forum as well as I can so I thought I'd ask this question.

Will you share one truth about  yourself?  Can you tell us something about you that you have not shared yet?  What can you offer about yourself to help us know you better?

I'll take the Dare..............Please.

Annalisa, I"d tell you anything you wanted to know. But, I can't think of anything that I haven't shared about myself here already. LOL.

My Pisces confesses everything and my Scorp merc in the 9th publishes even the ugly stuff.

That I have a boyfriend?? And its offical

hahhahahahaha

Wow, Sunny! How great! I'm so happy for you! Best of luck, Sunny!

I'm shy

p.s. that is my truth! I usually hide it the best I can

YAY! Sunny! I'm happy for you two! :D

Ok............spiders freak me the Frik out.............. there happy

I've always felt there's something wonderful and amazing within me waiting to be expressed.

However, I don't know what it is or how to get to it, and am afraid I may go my whole life without finding out.  I am also afraid that it may be a delusion.

Meanwhile I have to make a living somehow, and the question of HOW is dominating my thoughts these days.

My truth is the opposite of Solaire.

I seem shy, but I'm not. I'm the total opposite of shy! LOL.

Thanks Guys, but being a Sag I don't do relationships, ever!

I found out my mom lied.............. my face did not freeze like that.......

Holy camoly! That's a HUGGEE spider!! Scary too.

Sunny!!! Uh...YAY!!!!

It's easy Sunny, just remember this and the relationship will be just fine.

@sunnysadge,

I'm so happy 4 u!

VA! thats so true. hahahhahhahahahaha!

i am secretly a diva! leo to the Nth! roar! i do not brake for animals!! (j/k i'll brake for the cute ones)

IRL i manage to keep it under wraps, using my virgo and scorpio. *rolls eyes* cause y'know how people are, they want it to be all about THEM not about ME, even though in my eyes the world truly does revolve around ME :)

I'm not sharing until you do Annalisa! ;-)

i actually have very low self esteem and avoid pushing myself for fear of failure.  that's why i gave up on the a career in architecture.  i'm not good enough to succeed, and years of ridicule through college stripped me of any desire to accomplish that goal.  so every time someone tells me i'm wasting my talent, fuck off.. what may look like talent to you is mediocre to me.. and i i'd rather be a big fish in a pond of idiots than a stupid fish in a pond of sharks. 

I don't trust anyone. 

I honestly can't think of anything that I haven't already shared on here at some point. Umm....I eat dinner really late at night sometimes, and have something sweet afterward, which I know is bad.

(((rantares)))

I understand how you feel regarding being a fish in a pond of sharks. I don't know why exactly, maybe it's my SR H6 or something else. But I'm working on becoming one of the bigger fish in an ocean full of sharks, and other things. It's a risk, but I'd rather take it, than keep swimming in circles aimlessly, and not using my mind to it's full potential.

((rantares))

dorchid, I know how it is, but with a Sagitarius-Neptune rather than Leo inner self. I try so hard to be wily and down to earth and tasteful, but really I'm a big hippie inside.

"OH WOW, MAN, the world is full of wonderful things to do and learn! All this pretty stuff! (2nd house). I'm sure everyone only has the best intentions! Let's all hold hands."

My inner (emotional) self is too stupid to live, so I have to keep it depressed.

I'm afraid to try, because I'm afraid to fail.  And then I don't have try stashed in my bag of tricks anymore.  And I'm afraid to be awesome, because I do not know deep inside if I am worthy.

ok..  so what fears failure?  why do so many of us have this trait and what can we do to change it?

Hmm, I feel a thread coming on...

But I must run. Le sigh, duty calls on this sunny Sunday. 

Nobody in my family remembers my natural hair color ;-)

"My inner (emotional) self is too stupid to live"

@Beth - I totally relate to this notion. Funny that we both have Virgo Sun, Scorpio ascendant and fire moon.

((rantares)) - I relate to this and I don't think it's a character flaw to choose your battles. Worldly success isn't all it's cracked up to be, and people with talent and capability are often built up only to be shot down. Why subject yourself to other people's fickle dickery :(

@Shannon - I love that!

fickle dickery .. i love that phrase .. and i despise the act of of it!!

i was built up from the age of 4 straight on through to 19-20 ..  (my career path was decided for me long before i even knew what a career was, someply because i showed ability)  ..  then the rocks started flying in.  after a couple of really hard direct hits (by 22), the previous decade and a half of being built up just didn't matter anymore

A truth about me... I'm terrified of men, but I'm hetero with a Libra moon. I'm only recently fully admitting this to myself. I like them when they're kind, but I only admire them from a distance; and my 1st house Uranus/Pluto makes putting out the 'don't look at me' vibes, as easy as breathing. I find hook-ups seriously lacking (so I don't bother), but a relationship is a lot to ask of me, in spite of having 2 1/2 years of therapy. Definitely puzzling, to say the least.

(((le soleil)))  been somewhere near there...

sunnysadge, wonderful news!

rantares113

I am afraid that no one will ever be able to love me again.

I'm constantly preparing for the arrival of my loved one. It's weird, I've never shared that....

I am afraid of complacency and find routine incredibly boring....but it's grounding and I find I need a lot of that. Head in the clouds syndrome is fine for me, but not for everyone else. 

Since I am rather new, I haven't really shared much so I haven't shared that I love writing and photography and I'm a workout-aholic. haha. I find if I beat my Aries to death with exercise, it'll leave the creative rest of me alone in peace.

I guess the one thing I can share is that I'm very epathetic, but Im changeable - water / fire mix makes it hard to be on an even keel all the time.

(Pssst - it's a mousy dishwater blonde with a sprinkling of gray.)

Fickle dickery is my new favorite phrase! <3 <3

I'm also deeply fascinated by the range of things shared on this thread.  Thank you all.

I've never signed up for the Publisher's Clearinghouse.

I also don't expect to win.

I have a short attention span, sometimes it's so short it makes me worry about my mental capacity in old age :/

Rantares, I suspect that it is your virgo moon being overly critical and cruel. Don't listen. Dropping out of architect school may have been a smart survival move. A good friend of mine went to school and honestly, he was going to school with a lot of cut throat bitches who were eager to tear down anyone with talent. After graduating with straight As, he didn't go into architecture. He was tired of the bitchiness. The art world is very similar. In fact, a lot of artists moved to our valley even though they can make more money in other places. But they like the supportive artist community. If you are using  your talents and feel good about it, don't let anyone else define your success.

As for me, I love to read. I have a very active imagination and fantasy life which is a pertinent part of my life.

@flip ..  i didn't drop out.  i have three degrees in architecture/drafting.  i have just chosen not to utlize them in the most logical sense.  i may not want to be an architect, but it was still a hell of an education.  analytical thinking is a powerful tool in any profession. 

and i know my moon has a lot of weight on my self image..  square my AC, how could it not?

but it is true about the harsh world of art.  though it was always said, that my class in school was the only class ever seen (by the faculty) who banded together so intently to help one another rather than stab each other in the back..  all nighters didn't happen in hidden holes..  we did it together.  we would critique each others work openly, because as a collective we knew that helping someone else succeed would bring success to us as well..  not a common idea in the art world at all..