Wow, the past couple days have been intense for messages during my dreams, as Mercury approaches Pluto.

Anyone else experiencing this? Pluto is almost out of my 12th now.

Last night a Thunderbird (the bird/God not the car haha) came to see me in my house and it was blue and red and black and had engraved silver caps on the ends of its tailfeathers. Like those silver caps you can get on the toes of your cowboy boots. The Thunderbird could shapeshift make itself massive or small, and it made itself small so I could check out the pretty engraved silver.

when Pluto was in the last degrees  of my ASC my dreams were out of this world. and when i took baths it was like a little death every day, i shit you not.

i've been thinking of you, jilly 

Jilly, it has been incredible around here. I am having intense premonitions, or just information come to me like the soldier's chart which screams off the page. I have also had one guy tell me he planned to destroy me and a young woman tell me she could not  wait until I was dead which would be soon! :-)

The thing is, the stuff coming from the outside is small potatoes in comparison to what I am just waking up with.  I am not worried about any of this by the way, I am in awe.

I mean I don't care if I am struck dead or destroyed because on the off chance that happens, all this other stuff will still unfold.

What I mean, is I can't see myself. I don't know if I am here or not. I assume I am but hell.  What difference does it make? I've been ready to die for 40 years,  it is not something that bothers me.

I'm in awe too.

And I can't see myself right now - I assume because of Pluto on my Asc  - but I think it is more of I don't recognize myself.

Sorry about the dumbasses saying they want you destroyed. WTF.

ps I feel bad for those people who said that to  you. I guess I am superstitious or spiritual or Scorp Merc - I think words have definite power & if you go around saying words like that it is going to boomerang on you.

That's my Merc Pluto thought of the day haha.

thanks kashmiri - I'm off to take a bath in a little while, haha

Jilly, I don't care how this sounds, they may as well be smacking a nun. I am sure the words have power but they don't have power to hurt me. I dealt with much worse before I hit first grade... successfully.

This leaves me to marvel at the dumb ass-ness of it along with the the degree to which my identity is mistaken.

The person he will destroy is himself. The person who is going to die soon is probably her. I am sorry but I'm probably right.

I was also called the worst astrologer in the world and I bet that can't be right. 

Maybe they are drunk.

Yeah -  what you're saying in the 3rd paragraph.

I just realized - Dora is a mercury ruled small animal and just had a death (Pluto) scare (Cap).

It is a bizarre to be me. People threaten to kill me while my dog dies but no shock. They did it with my daughter in the hospital too. It is unbelievable the fire I can draw and then you add the soldier?

::shakes head::

In whatever case, it will be clear, our purpose being together come 2011 and everything between now and then is heading there - all roads lead to Rome.

Yep.

My dreams aren't scaring me as much as my awake thoughts, I stressed myself out so much last week I had hives all over for two days -

I am dealing with real problems, big problems, but am amazed at how much these thoughts just have a life of their own.  

Honestly, I have been feeling like Sybil, watching my rational self trying to talk sense into my crazy self.

((Dorothy))

Wow, Jilly, that Thunderbird dream sounds just amazing.  What was your feeling about him in the dream?  Hugs for going through this intense time.  As a Mercury-Pluto person, I have freakish dreams regularly and I always want more of them, except when they're totally terrifying.  I sort of have a storm-chaser feeling about them... let me stay in the underworld just a minute longer to see what happens!

Very cool dream Jilly.  

 A few nights ago I dreamed that I was in a subway station surrounded by zombies.  I turned towards the stairs and there were more zombies coming from above ground.  I started singing some 80's pop/rock song and they all started dancing thriller style and stopped trying to get me.  I stopped singing and they started approaching again.  I escaped by singing obnoxious pop music.  I can't remember the song now but I did when I first woke up.  It wasn't Thriller.  I wonder if I was singing out loud while I was dreaming.  

haha I know that storm chaser feeling! I have scorp/merc conj neptune in the 11th & sextiling Pluto & Venus in Virgo - dreams feel they are a message-laden heavy duty adventure/journey. Maybe it is my 12th house Mars Sadge too haha.

Weird thing is that for a lot of Pluto through the 12th I didn't remember a lot of dreams but the ones I that I did remember I often used for my poetry book. I guess all that virgo and neptune.... but like kashmiri said, now that Pluto is in the last part of the 12th, WHOA.

In the dream Thunderbird liked me, which I was glad about, because he was very powerful & I felt awestruck.

Ooh Jilly, that's such a cool Pluto archetype, and sounds like it's goin' your way!  I hope to read your poetry about this. :)

Once pluto moves thru ur 1st house you will get more power too:)

I've got three dream modes: intense, prophetic, or oblivious.  Natal Mercury contacts Pluto and Neptune. 

Everyone I know's been having odd dreams lately, though.  Not so much content as message.  It's either disturbing or uplifting, but amazingly powerful to the person.  I think it's been totally bad-ass.  *laughs*

Jilly me too! I love your Thunderbird!
Elsa sorry you have to deal with A holes.

Lupa I'm relieved that your singing redeemed you from the zombies! I had a very similar surrounded-by-zombies dream, shortly before sept 11, back when Pluto/Saturn opposed last but I woke up in sweats, upset. That neighborhood felt like that for month to come. Never dreamed about zombies before or since then.

Last 2 nights folks in my dreams seem impervious to the forbidding energies.
....In one I'm sad to see trees burned into black spikes, as the result of sidewalks/road blown up as if for excavation. The governing landlord's greed is responsible yet no one cares. I happen to have a matchless or AJs type motorcycle, old and sooty... a ticket out but where to???
...In the other musicians perform, I notice one who plays with smells, I mean he blows air or mist on odoriferous things like foods and spices and that creates his sounds LOL. I have some synesthesia in waking life. BTW that musician did call me today about a public event all day next Sunday he's playing at! I hope I can just go, relax n enjoy.

I dreamt I was flying through space and I popped through an orange wall into a warm bubble.  There was a little flame person (recurring dream character) sitting on a high perch watching.   I thought I might be in hell so I asked "Where am I?"  The flame person said it was a space weather phenomenon.  That the walls were made of rapid temperature change and if I tried to fly though them I would freeze to death. 

I was sure there was a way out at the bottom so I started swimming downward.  It started to get darker and colder.  The flame person called out to me and said it wasn't time yet and to wait.  So I did.  

I think I am having the baby's dreams.

(I also have natal mercury/moon/pluto conj.  as well as 12th house mars trine neptune.)

trippy dreams :)

"the little flame person"! you gotta love those characters even more so when recurrent. I wonder how many of you have recurrent 'figures' that they interact with, or one time creatures that have a strong or helpful message.

I have been having horrible graphic nightmares for weeks.. so much that I have started to hate my bed, very realistic and just awful. Torture, Humiliation, Rage, Panic, the works.

Finally the night before last I dreamed that I was walking around a summer camp with Keith Richards, and we were looking for a place to sit and talk so I could tell him about my problems. Finally we found somewhere, and although I couldn't really open up, he turned out to be a very good listener.

Jilly pluto's last part of the 12th...it is hellish and terrifying and exhilirating and then weirdly When it was conjunct my ASC I had to shave my head for surgery (cysts removed from my head). In the surgery room I had a past life regression and it was as though I was high as a kite for a few days. I couldn't sleep. 

And I came out from it all feeling very, very very strong. I hope you have all the love and strength and courage you need as you continue forward. Pluto's power can work wonders for you, too...regeneration, and the queer beauty in crossing over from one place to the next.

I feel privileged to be able to experience this transit, is what I'm really trying to say. Really, really, really lucky. 

kashmiri  - thanks I appreciate that. I definitely feel like I'm 1/2 in a 12th house type world right now - not all here or something.