Anyone?

Lol. Being lonely as hell.

My own lack of productivity.

People who are unaware of their own (and others') personal bubbles.  I'm tired of getting kicked, pushed, and stumbled over.

The Metro Nextrip service which doesn't actually give you the next trip for your bus.

The Metro trip planner which doesn't . . . uh, yeah.  Tells me incorrect times for buses and trains.  Since I go across town at least twice weekly, this is a huge PITA.

OK that's enough for now.  Assholes and Metro.

My general disdain for house-cleaning. It's getting to the point where I am into being a slob.  

My debt.  Sick of feeling trapped.  Killing it with every last extra red cent.  Cutting costs down to what's necessary to keep me sane.  That's why I got the shelves at IKEA.  $200 diverted, but well spent to organize my random crap and (finally!) keep it off the floor.

Virgo, Virgo, Virgo, Virgo, Virgo...

I'm sure I've been bitching. But, I swear, I can't remember what about.

"Nature lovers" who go out of their way to go on a hiking trail and then leave their garbage for my dog to find. She cut her tongue last weekend! I was livid  :::steam coming out ears:::

Trying not to.  Whenever a negative mood, idea, thought, whatever pops up I chase it away with positivity.  Can't allow negativity to root here anymore, and that includes bitching...  Though I do still bitch about my lousy neighbors. 

My own laziness

Nothing! I choose to stay positive after becoming aware of any negativity that enters my awareness :-)

Acceptance and self-love really go a long way!

People who spread rumors and talk behind people's backs. Just no.

Owing taxes instead of getting a return.

preperations for the encroaching Vday, and trying to get as much set and planned between my team and all their stores..  i just want to avoid headaches, but some people just insist on being pains in my ass......

that, and i would like to actually enjoy Vday for a change.  I've spent the past 6 years working the holiday..  making "love" and pink happy crap happen for everyone else.  I want someone to treat me special for this bullshit "holiday".  but the scorp is leaving town..  again..... and i don't think he would do anything anyway.  that would be to "relationship-like" for him....... 

so i'll steal myself a bunch of orange roses from work (screw pink and red, i like orange), and go home by myself when it is all said and done..  and with achy bones and no energy left in my body i will devour an entire box of chocolates and pass the fuck out. 

Rant, I'll be your e-date for v-day :)

I dislike V-day too, but I shall be baking cookies for myself ha! I love baking so whatever. I've never liked that holiday to begin with really - it's depressing to my 7th house and then also I always fight during this holiday and then it's just not fun to get presents that seem like they are trying to buy me back. Bleck.

I did appreciate the diamond key pendant necklace though. ><(I blame my Venus/Jupiter conj in the 2nd).

cheers, Caroline..  i'll find you on g-chat when i'm slobbering over that box of chocolates. 

signing up for a 1 week trial where if i didn't cancel they would charge me.. and being determined that i would cancel..  then getting distracted by winning a free dog sled day.. so i forgot to cancel and they charged me.. then realizing they kind of cancel each other out.. and i could share the paid for service with a friend.. so i got through it..

and i'm a little complainy about the unexciting food i've been buying and not allowing myself to eat out

i've cut out a lot of complaining since doing meditation.. i can get through it to the lesson or reward much quicker.. but this morning I was pissed.. but my pissed is so different now that I almost didn't recognize it. :P

I'm sick of t-Neptune being square my Mars which is in the 12th house opposite Neptune! Talk about no energy and being sleepy! Argh

NOW I'm pissed! Daggone it, I came home and my husband has washed dishes, cleaned house in general AND gotten all the laundry caught up (including folding my underwear which I typically just stuff in a drawer--I find this hilarious). How the heck am I supposed to be grouchy ass under these circumstances? I swear, the nerve of some people..

lol

(YAY!!!)

The lack of common sense and total disregard for others...Everyone is so ME ME ME that they turn into gigantic jerks about it...There's nothing wrong with having self confidence and taking care of numero uno but not at the expense of others...Just my two cents...

PEOPLE!!! esp the people in my house... Best not to think about it.

I tell ya'll though, no good deed goes unpunished ;)

Lack of funds.

Someone else asking to make decisions. CRAZYYY

The state of my apartment. It is falling apart. I looked for a new one this weekend and everything was (a) smaller and (b) at least $400 month more expensive:(

@Kashmiri - I found out the hard way that the new one I live in has plaster walls, not drywall...put a couple good sized holes in it already...

I have a hole in my plaster around one of the ancient radiators...it's about the size of a large pizza and it has been there 2 YEARS. The baseboards have been missing for 3 YEARS. My landlord smokes a bushel of weed every day, he owns the building, he's old so won't sell and render me homeless. But he has NO sense of urgency. None!!! It's driving me bananas.

I only looked at apartments to humour my partner, because he has a stellium in Virgo and hates the disorder.

Damn living in the most expensive city in the country:(

hmm, my dog won't quit eating catshit. 

My coworker is nitpicking me to death.  Today, in the middle of a huge rush, lines out to the center aisle, she wants to know why I put the grey wastebasket by drop off....

Who in the pluperfect hell cares?  I wanted so badly to shove my foot up her ass...BECAUSE, I GOT INTERRUPTED.  IN CASE YOU HAVEN'T NOTICED, WE'RE BUSY.  BUT BY ALL MEANS, GO AHEAD AND OCCUPY YOUR HEADSPACE WITH WASTEBASKET PLACEMENT.

There, I finally said it....I had to bite my tongue this after noon.  "Because I just did" was what I said, because I was so busy I was like, ....what? 

My mental and physical health.

Feeling like a clueless idiot who can't manage money, can't get credit, and can't figure out how to get a car or move. I'm really disappointed in myself and lost, but don't exactly have a reliable, sane person around that I am comfortable talking to about finances to learn from either. The "comfortable with" is a problem since it's money and that's super personal.

I also very very very very badly want a particular kind of car, which is (a) out of my price range even used and (b) everyone will tell you they break down constantly. I just can't get wanting that car and only that car out of my heart regardless of logic though. I can't be arsed to care about looking at practical, reliable Toyotas or Hondas or whatever. People tell me to pick a model and I just don't effing care if it's not my beloved car. Which is stupid and unaffordable. Argh.

You know, I gripe about not having strong enough feelings to motivate me to move mountains and GTFO out of here, but the few things I do feel very strongly about are ones I just can't or shouldn't realistlcally have, pursue, or want either. And can't get. Argh!

The usual suspects. ;)P

Truth, Justice, Beauty, Duty, Honor...(etc)

With a side-helping of: Common-Fucking-Sense, Personal Responsibility, Hypocrisy, Poverty of the Mind, Willful Ignorance...(etc)

Oh, yeah...I'm a real peach to be around these days. Have soapbox-will travel. !

I'm not, I attract to much negative energy that I then have to work my tail off getting rid of.  So I'm not b*tch*in' anymore,
Angie

I was contacted by someone i've worked for before and asked what my rate is.. so i increased it. :( now i feel worried and greedy and really want to argue about it to someone.  And I found out I get EI until Sept. So now i'm wondering what if i don't get a job?? So I'm chasing fears like a dog chasing his tail.. all because I was thrown off by being asked my rate and increasing it. If I said what they paid me last time I wouldn't be feeling this way. I hope if they don't like it they'll negotiate. 

Laundry...  I wish someone would invent disposable clothing!

That I've had this stupid quasi-cold thing for over a week (not normal for me!) and my ears keep plugging up so that I can only half hear anyone and there's a sort of "halo sound" around everything I hear. I compare it to someone just wiggling their fingers directly in front of you eyes ALL DAY. Just this constant annoying impediment that makes you want to shout "Get out of my FACE!!!!" That's how my ears feel. Thank God, no pain, no fever, no infection...my family has bad ears and I think I've experienced this more than ever since I've moved a mile above sea level. When I went to the east coast this summer, my ears felt GREAT :) 

But yeah. I am done having a stupid cold and nasty cough that makes exercise hard and makes motivation a challenge. Blargh. So many worse things in the world, I know. I just "don't get sick," so when I do I'm like what the hell lol 

@Carrie, All clothing is disposible if you want it to be.  ;P

I ain't bitchin' 'bout shit, maaan.  I do have a headache, though.  Anyone want to hear about it?  *ducks.real.fast*  :d

:::snickers at Carrie::: They did , but not what you're thinking!!

I'm bitching about a particular arse I'm dealing with these days. My Scorp fuse has long since been used-up.... it's the wearing down of my Pisces empathy that's getting dangerously low.

*looks up at Glenn with awed, rounded brown eyes*

*puts helmet back on*

Lol. I think I'll be safe from the blast, and aftershocks from here. But just in case...;)

And right now? the stupid carpet cleaning truck that is parked outside my apartment is getting my last bloody nerve. Quy-yette! rrrr.....

@Kashmiri - That sucks!  Have you looked into tenants' rights in your city?  I'm pretty sure a hole that big is a health hazard.

@jenfullmoon - I see that you live in California.  Me too.  I had to get a car about 2 years ago to get to work.  Mine is a Corolla, very reliable, easy to care for car.  I'm not attached to the kind of car I drive, though, just one that gets me from A to B.

Perhaps you can do a writing exercise about your attachment to this particular vehicle?  Look deeply at your reasons why you want to drive this car.  Just a thought. 

There are several good books regarding finances out there.  Feel free to PM me if you want to know the titles.

Feeling tired. Dang, there are things that need to be done and no energy to do them (the 12-hour shifts I'm doing now might be a culprit--all my energy and drive goes to getting through the day, and then I wonder why there's no mojo left to get the dishes done at home).

Mars is in my 9th house now and I'm feeling the itch to travel. I've watched clips of Slimmons classes on YouTube (that Richard Simmon's studio) and read VERY good reviews...and now I want to hop on a plane to Beverly Hills so bad!!!!!! (The classes are cheap...$12...it's the plane ticket and other stuff that would eat me alive.)