I worry most about the people I love dying. For the record many people I love have died, but this is still, to me, the worst thing that can happen in this life.

Saturn (worry) in the 8th (death). You? 

Not the worst thing, but I have a consistent worry re: house catching on fire. Saturn in Aries in the 4th.

I worry about the time I have left, I know it is morbid. I worry about myself dying and the hereafter. I try to absorb everthing involving my kids now cause I know it goes all too fast.  The other night my hub was bitching about some dent in the wood floor and how our little guy souldn't play with heavy stuff out in the living room yadda yadda. He is soooo damn Monk-ish,lol. Then later that night I was rocking my little guy to sleep and started cying and thinking one day those marks are gonna be the only reminder of this time in his life. I later told my hub this thought and he was totally horrified and said that was really morbid thinking and how it made him feel depressed. I always think weird stuff like this sooo......

Anyways my Saturn is in Aries in the 10th opposing my Libra Mars in the 4th.

worries are so weird...

one of my biggest fears in life was being bit by a dog, until it happened when i was 27

i used to be horribly afraid of cats, until i was 16 and lived with one.

i also fear intensely becoming paralyzed.  

aw, miss! my sister has worries like you, about her little guy! he (nephew) just got his first teeth and she (his momma) cried! i cried too, shhhh dont tell anyone. ha ha

...my sisters saturn is in Cancer-7th House.  

I kow huh it is soo weird that I am soo emotional and I have Gem sun and Aqua moon,lol. Of course I do the breakdowns at home or in the car exp if some song comes on that strikes me,lol.

ha ha

well, you go on over to the songs for venus thread and post a song about your lover-li-ness! 

I fear having no control over anything.

Saturn in Capricorn in the 10th.

but, toni, Saturn in Cap is the boss of everything! good, eh???

ha, just kidding, I dated a Saturn in Cap for a long time... he made a very good boss of what he wanted to be a boss about.

kashmiri, I am very in control, but that doesn't mean I don't fear losing it. Lol!

My Saturn is in the 7th house in Capricorn.

My fears include:

1. Dogs (no, really, I ran down the block crying once because one freaked me out).

2. Being disliked by other people.

3. Being controlled by other people.

4. Snakes.

5. Screwing up something I care about very badly and never getting another chance. 

What do I fear?

I fear being old and looking back and never having done anything because I fear looking like a complete and total idiot.  *laughs and shrugs*  I fear that my chances have already passed me by and I'm going to die alone still working a dead-end job at which no ones respects me.  Yeah...  *small sigh*
And heights. 

Saturn in Virgo/3 conjunct Sun-Merc in Leo, trine Neptune.

Saturn conj Jupiter cancels out.  I'm not a worrier.  The biggest thing that I'm bothered by are visions of the earth exploding and stuff like that which is really more of a Pluto thing (as in its a bunch of leftover toxic memories from watching to many sci-fi shows rising to the top of my consciousness begging to be purged.)

That I'll worry myself to death.

No - really. I started typing all of my worries - and the list was getting so long that I had to choose between writing ALL of it or None of it. So I picked None because it's 3 am.

I also fear people close to me dying and/or suffering.   Though I have no doubt about my ability to cope.  I fear the fear of it more than the actual reality of it, if that makes sense.  Saturn in Capricorn 4th house trine Sun in Gemini 8th house.

Oh well it's nice to know that Saturn in Capricorn is the boss of everything - than again, no, I don't have the energy for that!  I have it in the 3rd - took me a long to drive because I was terrified.  When I was very young, I was afraid to speak to people, because I was afraid they would not like me.  I had alot of fears when I was young - caring about everyone liking me is one that died a long, long time ago, thank goodness.  I think my biggest fears now, and ever since they were born, revolve around my children's safety, happiness and well-being, and I guess that branches out to my sisters and their children as well.  I certainly fear my own death, because I have a child with special needs, and I literally am her everything.

My number one fear is being blamed for something that I didn't do. This has happened to me repeatedly.

Second fear would be being trapped in a car in water. I'm afraid of water.

Third fear would be being put in jail. I've already made it clear that I will kill myself before I will go to jail.

Saturn in Pisces in the 10th house.

I was reading a book last night and went to bed on an exercise where the first question was exactly that (minus the astrology).

1. That life's passing me by and I'm not doing anything and it'll be over before I know. (I had this one as a kid, if you can believe that.)

2. Angry mobs.

3. That I'm unfair or a bad person.

Saturn in Libra 12th conjunct Mercury.

I worry about not having a roof over my head and food to eat. (Cancer Moon sextile Saturn) I worry that I will be out in the streets. Hence, when I'm working, I always worry about getting fired - for perceived laziness. I was diagnosed with ADD so I am always prone to "laziness" accusations when I'm really a person who has a lot of trouble focusing. I am also prone to workaholism because I feel that I have to prove harder to people that I am not lazy. Thus, I get sick and I have fear of being debilitated by my stress-related illnesses.

Saturn in Virgo, 6th house. Sextiling Moon, trining Venus, squaring Neptune.

I really worry staying alone, living alone without a lover or a friend. Being old and ill and alone. There are times it's totally bloking me. venus conjunct saturn in cap opp mars retro in cancer

(((xglop))) 

I fear I am not fearful enough / not afraid when I should be.

Being destitute or without a job. Saturn in Taurus/8th. Tie with being alone for the rest of my life, though I'm talented at being alone.

Saturn in Scorpio Conjunct my Sun 1st house. I worry I'll die before I'm ready to go, before I have dealt with all the karma. or that death is really the end and not a beginning. I like to face my fears head on, so I am going to become a Mortician and a Midwife.

I'm worried about my life purpose and career most. Saturn on the MC. I'm worried I'm not fulfilling them or that I'm missing out on them or I'm not reaching my potential ... I'm just 25 and I feel like I should be doing more.

Security. Saturn in 10th.

Elsa: Is that the other side of Saturn/Neptune? 

Lunalie, I am not sure what you mean "other side". Neptune is side-less I'd say.

Thing is my fear disappears.. I can't find it and as a consequence I think I can beat up green berets.

You mentioned before that Saturn/Neptune types are prone to hologram fears (much like myself) which makes me occasionally too paranoid. I was thinking that another manifestation of the Saturn/Neptune issue is that your fears will tend to disappear rather than be heightened. To be erased, as you have said before. Is that correct?

Lunalie - yes! :)

Hey Miss:

It really wasn't that morbid of a thought.

Elsa: I wish I had your problem (not being "afraid" enough)! Then I would make use of this optimism to push forward! Then again, I should be capable of erasing fears too!

In my daily life, I worry about being ridiculous.  Saturn in Virgo in the fifth.

Lunalie, you can have my problem.. just erase yours and replace with mine. As a Saturn Neptune type you can do this. I'd know because I used to have yours and now I have mine. ;-)

Elsa, you make it sound so simple! But if it's so simple to conjure up hologram fears, then it must be just as simple to make it go away... Hmmm... yes you are on to something here :)

That's right, Lunalie. If your fears are vapor... then they are vapor. Reverend Ike put it best, 'If you can dream it up, you can dream it down..."

Dreaming... Very Neptunian :) Thanks, Elsa!

I am most consistently preoccupied with the meaning of life, and fate vs. free will. Other people can leave those alone and just live; for me it gets in the way of doing anything else.

 I also worry about not finding a real vocation or making a difference in the world. And when I'm in a relationship (nearly always), I tend to worry too much about being cheated on or left for someone else. 

 Saturn in the 9th, in Leo. (In the 10th in Hellenistic and Vedic)

saturn in cap in the 4th

fears - not being able to support myself (although i've managed to do a fairly decent job of this for the last 20+ years)

fears of losing freedom(s)  and being controled by others -  with jupiter in aquarius conjunct my saturn

other slighly erratic fears that pop up from time to time include not enjoying riding elevators alone or the fear of being in one that breaks down (common where i live with frequent power shortages).

chemical and chemical smells....also  really strong reactions to even common smells.....i love aromatherapy....but i have strange reactions.....for example, i love the smell of sandlewood but it sends me spiraling down into deep place (not altogether bad)....i bought some manuka oil (from new zealand) with hopes of helping my son's skin problem and i was almost hallucinating....it scared the #(%##@ out of me!

the latter fears are probably pisces sun/moon in the 6th house though....

oh, yes, and I fear being mistreated in hospitals and/or by doctors....i've run out on more than one dentist and once an ear doctor.    i was in 3 hospitals when i was giving birth because i basically ran out (in labor) of the first two, although there were significant reasons in this case!!  someone who was not my doctor tried to reverse the doc's orders at 3:00 am while my doc was home....in the 2nd place...turned out my doc could not deliver there and someone i refer to as 'bluebeard' offered....so i have my reasons, but i do run when others probably wouldn't to save face

  now that i think about it, i'm fearful of a lot of things and yet i live/act courageously for the most part...saturn in cap is no nonsense and 'get over it'   & probably helps all my neurotic pisces tendencies!