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What happened during the WORST transit of your life?
posted 1 year ago in Astrology Stories
Pluto in Sagittarius (1995-2008)
1995-2000- I felt no affect yet.
2001-2002- Emotional ups and downs.
2003-2008- Mental bind and twists! This was the deepest and most painful of this transit era.
2008- Letting go of old and complicated ways.
Worst Transit for me would have to be Neptune transits. I thought back to the lows of my life and then I ran a chart for them and it was the Neptune transits that stood out. The first was Neptune opposite my Moon and the second was Neptune conjunct my ASC. It was long ago but even now the thought of those times of my life are depressing, vulnerable and just plain sad.
Weird thing is Neptune is currently opposite my Sun and all I can say for it is that I can't get enough sleep. I use to only need 4 hours to feel rested and now I'm sleeping 9/10 hrs a night. Ridiculous and I have very vivid dreams. So I'm hoping now that this Neptune transit finishes up without any sadness.
Neptune on my moon.
I cried for three years straight. Woke up crying in bed. Cried and cried. Felt imprisoned, felt like dying.
My Saturn Return in the 12th hitting my Saturn/Mercury conjunction and setting off the square between that and Moon/Pluto. I was literally out of my mind. It was a very profound and very painful time, and I felt so isolated because I didn't know how to talk about it. I got some pretty important messages from the ether at that time that helped me a lot. The most important one being "your marriage must succeed or fail on its own merits." I also quit my job at that time in a very public and brave way, which was another turning point.
When it was over, I felt like a piece of seaweed that had been battered around and coughed up on the shore. But it was almost entirely internal.
Oh, dear... this took place over about a three-year time period... started when I was about 11, and started calming down when I was about 15. (I'm 47 now.)
What I had going on: transiting Pluto conjunct Pluto/4th, followed up by transiting Pluto conjunct Sun/4th, and transiting Saturn was hovering around my 4th house during that time as well. My dad (who I loved to pieces) was diagnosed with esophageal and stomach cancer and died a horrible death, which devastated me completely. Then, my mom threw away almost all his stuff and moved me and my sisters across the country TWICE within a year's time, ending up in South Carolina, the anus of the known universe. [wry grin]
Pluto/Pluto = "The symbol of the phoenix -- complete burning and regeneration or transformation." And that's exactly how it played out for me. Wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. I'm OK now, but it took me YEARS to heal all the psychic damage done during that time.my worst was when i accidently put my leg into a moving tire of a bike & had to be rushed to the hospital...fortunately it didn't get amputated...unfortunately i can't run for a long time but can dance,bicycle,etc....the next accident was the same month-dis time the same leg but diff country & vehicle - bicycle...stitches only...next would've been again in the same month but was prevented....explosion in a place where i'd planned to go on the same day but later dropped the idea....natal moon in virgo conjunct 8H cusp...mercury in sag conjunct pluto in scorpio but dat month it got exact... transiting sun conjunct mercury in 6H..nnode conjunct natal moon...
the next was when i got anorexia & was supposed to either die or be in an asylum within a week's time - natal moon square trans pluto,transiting mercury conjunct sun again in the 6th house!..transiting moon in 12th conjunct natal uranus/neptune..trans mercury opp pluto...
I just found out that my jupiter and my moms saturn and sun conjunction are tightly conjunt in gemini. My Jupiter is also part of a t-square with neptune which it aposes and my mercury venus conjunction.
So my mom died exactly in of her Saturn return ( which conjuncted her natal sun) which also conjuncted my jupiter. At that time date Pluto opposited gemini as it was in sagittaurias and it was 1 degree conjunt my natal (you suessed right) neptune.
I'm so appreciative of the stories being told here because so many of them indicate that no matter what the transit, there is a dawn after the dark.
Surprised that Neptune is so frequently involved in difficult transits, but then I have neptune positively aspected in my Natal...
Hardest aspect to date was undoubtedly my Saturn return. It's not as much what happened as the way I felt about what was happening. So powerless. Depressed. Full of loathing. And entirely resigned.
So glad I made it to the other side.
Pluto transiting my Sag sun 1995 to 2008.
I liken it to having to completely and utterly destroy who I was and then recreate me from the ground up.
It was the best of times, it was the worst of times...and truly during the worst I felt like every day I was being torn apart from the inside out - like fingernails on chalkboard...
but, the three passes directly over my sun were the worst. The final pass though I got the energy and had fallen into complete and utter surrender to whatever pluto wanted to do to me. No point in trying to control the need to utterly reconstruct who you are.
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